Our ways are getting separated
Even going away from me,
You stay in my memories
Whatever happiness there was, it's all gone
But the sadness just won't go away
I tried to understand
Seasons have come and have gone
But the weather of pain has not changed
The colour of sadness is so deep
Even after years, it will not get less
Who knows what will happen,
What more do i have to go through?

Just came back from Thailand last week. It was a fun and also an enjoyable trip. The hotel was good. The weather was so hot but that did not stop us. We managed to bring back 2 gold medals for the U14 n also U16. My room mate was Aishah:) We reached Singapore at 12am, monday and then we had to go to school before 12.35pm. I was so tired. On Monday, we had class all the way till 5pm and i can't even concentrate in class. I was sleeping in some of the lessons... On Friday, the U14 went to KL. Wish yall, all the best and have a good trip even though i noe that you guys are tired:) Here are some pics from Thailand....

Hey ppl,
I am busy packing for the thailand sport school games. Will be leaving tmrw morning at 6am. Beep test was last tuesday and i did badly but its okay, i will try harder next time. Gotta go now! Cya in a week's time(:

How much hate exists in the world!

Yet ,even so, hearts continue to love.

Even if lovers should die,

even if they are erased from this earth,

their love will live on forever.......

Alot of things have happened recently... i really feel lost and scared. Sometimes, i wonder why all this happen to me but i noe that all this happen for a reason. However, it is hard for me to accept everything that is going on. Thank You Ms Noraida for all your advise and support. Thank you for being there for me when i really need someone to hear me. Thank you for praying for me. Thank you for cheering me up when I cried the other day... Thank you for believing in me.
And to my team mates and friends, i just wanna say sorry if i have been moody or over sensative to you guys. I noe that some of you were wondering if i was okay or why i suddenly changed. Well, i am not okay but I prefer not to tell you guys the reason. I hope all of you understand. And if you are wondering if i have changed, well, i have not. I am still the same person. I am sorry guys. I just hope that you understand the situation that i am in right now...

GOing back to skl today. I am so not looking forward to it. I havent even completed my homework. I dont want the holidays to end!!

Went to Sentosa on Friday for academy outing. It was fun. Not in the mood of blogging today so, i will end it here..cya soon(;

Yesterday, woke up at 7.30 am. Took a bus and reached school at 9.35am for History project. We manage to finish building and painting the house. We ended at 12.40pm. Then, Janelle, Beverly, the others and I went to Causeway for lunch.Ate at Banquet... Met Ira, Nashita and Bhaama. Ira was also going to kallang for juniors training. So, Janelle and I waited for her. Bev followed us cos she stays near kallang netball centre...Later, Janelle remembered that she had to take her blood test result at vista point. So, she left. At first, Ira, Bev and I wanted to take the bus but because we were too lazy, we decided to take the cab. After thinking for a loooooong time, Nashita decided to join us. When we reached KNC, Sze lin, Bekah and Mel was already there. We played two quarters. I played WD and GK. Then, Ira, Sze Lin and I took the midfielders. We did some drills with them. After that, Bekah,Ira,Sze Lin, Janelle and I went to Kallang Leisure Park. We ate at KFC....It was kind of lame cos there was KFC opposite KNC but we walked all the way there to eat. At first, we did not talked much but later on all of us started talking and laughing loudly. I laughed so much that my stomach hurts. We walked back to KNC. I watched the 14s game. After their game was our game. I played GD for three quarters. It was a close game... I think that I played badly. And the best part was that my stomach was already hurting and then the GA hit my stomach so hard...Shiok siah! Anyways, took a bus home with Aishah, Amanina and Nameera. Reached home at 12.15 am. I was soooo tired that I overslept. I missed the history workshop today. I am so sorry Ms Shafiah!!! I am having stress right now cos I am trying to finish all my homework b4 I go for holiday on Thursday. ERRR!!! I still haven't start on maths and history. I am half-way done for Geog and I am done with the rest.OMG, this is sooo stressful!!!! Training on Wednesday... Must reach skl at 8am. I hope that I am able to wake up! Wells, got to go(:

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
Continue this game by sending it to other people
Tagged by :
1) NAT KOH;D

If your lover betrayed you,what would yr reaction be?
> I will be shock and upset but I will find the truth first.

If you can have a dream to come true,what would it be?
>For all my dreams to come true(:

What will your dream wedding to be like?
>I don noe... Maybe at the beach?

Are you confused of what lies ahead of you?
>Nope cos I noe that God is with me(:

Which is more blessed ,loving someone or being loved by someone?
>I guess, BOTH(:

How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
>As long as I live:D

If the person you secretly liked is already attached ,what would you do?
> Too bad... I will have to move on then...

Is there anything that made you unhappy these days?
>Nah....

Is being tagged fun?
>Erm...okay lah

How do you see yourself in ten years time?
>I have no idea(:

Who are currently most important people to you?
>GOD,my FAMILY and FRIENDS:D

What kind of person do you thinkthe person who tagged you is?
>NAT is a wonderful person.She is a great friend and senior. She's very easy to talk to and I can always trust her....She is just AMAZING!!! hahah(:

Would you rather to besingle & rich or married & poor?
> single & rich...

What's the first thing you do every morning?
>Check my handphone for any missed calls or smses(:

Would you give all in a relationship?
>No?

If you fall in love with two person simultaneously,who would you pick?
>The one that understands and able to communicate well with me...

What type of friends do you like?
>Someone that I can trust, someone that will be by my side wen I need them the most, someone loyal(:

If given the chance to turn back time, will you ?
> I like wat I am doing now and through all this years, I have learnt alot about life and myself. So, I don't think that I want to turn the time back(:

What is the last thing you'd do before you die?
>I will ask everyone for forgiveness and pray that God will guide me to the right path(:

What would you do with a billion dollars?
>I will buy my family and friends gifts, go on a holiday, save some money and donate some(:

What's your ideal lover like?
>Someone that I can trust and communicate, with, someone that understands me and love me the way I am:D

What is the worst you've ever felt these days?
>I felt useless at a point of time but everything is okay now(:

The ppl that I TAG:

1)Beverly(:

2)Bekah:D

3)Elizabeth Hwang

4)Amelia(:

5)Georgina(:

6)Azfarinah

7)JT(:

8)Jin Hui

Training was at the gym today.... The warm up was quite tiring but it was fun. My group had to run 6 rounds around the gym cos we lost but i only had to run 4 rounds cos i listen to the instruction.hahah:) Bekah was my partner. After that, the under 14 girls went down for court work. The rest of us stayed on. We did the home programme. Went home with Aishah. Both of us fell asleep in the bus.... My roomie is away in Jakarta. Hope u have fun! Elle and Tasneem will be away too. There's a game on Monday. We are playing against Passion. I hope that we will play well. Last Wednesday, we played against Bedok BB's White and we lost by one point. But it's okay guys. We will try harder on monday!!

We got nothing to lose and everything to gain...

There's a time, in your life
when the odds are so against you
There's no defeat if all you keep is pride
First or last, slow or fast
There's a dignity that makes you
keep driving on, when world's have come apart
Doesn't matter rich or poor
Or the things you've done before
Cause the race is all about
BELIEVING IN YOURSELF.....

Went for training today. I thought that it was at 10am but it was actually at 9am. Luckily, i wasnt the only one that was late. The message was not being spread and nearly everyone didnt noe that training was at 9am. Training was fun today. There was only 13 of us so, Noraida played GS.hahas:) After training, some of us went for the history thing. We searched for Ms Shafiah all over sch and finally found her at the 5th storey. After that, i went home. Tmrw is our first game in the Energizer Netball League. All the best to everyone taking part!

To my team, lets work hard and do our best. Even wen we r tired, we will still push on till the last whistle. We can do it!!

sometimes winning is everything
take a stand
now or never
kill doubts
stand for something
prove something
make waves
never say die
live your dream
conquer your fears
take the risk
erase boundaries
beat the odds
trust your instincts
take up the challenge
never give up
prove yourself
own your words
right a wrong
dare to dream
push the limit
play with pride
wake the spirit
go for glory
taste victory.....

Woke up at 9am. Then, slack at home. Use the computer. Got ready for training. Reach school at 1.30pm. Nameera, Aishah, Amelia, Zahirah, Georgina, Tasneem, Olivia and Yuan Min was already there. Waited for Tabitha and Elle. Elle was late so, we started running first. Trained in the auditorium, THANK GOD! It was soooo hot outside.... Elizabeth did not come cos she was sick. After one hour of court work, we went to the gym. Work at the gym and then finally went home. Tmrw got training again at 10 am. That's it for now:D Got to go...

It was cluster activity cum sports day last thursday. So, all of us went for dragon boating at kallang. We had a good time. Even though we did not win anything, we had fun and it was an enjoyable day. After that, we went back to school and had a buffet dinner. Here are some pictures...

HAPPY HOLIDAY EVERYONE!!!

Thank God for tis new day... It has been a great weekend. On Friday, wen back home at 10 am cos of staff retreat day. On saturday, Aishah, Zahirah and I took part in tis malay cultural and language competition together with 3 sec twos at the Bedok CC from 11am-4pm. It was really tough and all of us thought that we would not make it to the final 12 cos there were over 60 teams and we got alot of qns wrong but we made it. My team got 2nd place. Good job Aishah n Zah!!! Good job to the rest of them too.... Thanks to Cikgu Shafiee for buying us food n also supporting us. After that, I went to my aunt's house. Nothing much happened today. I was just slacking at home. Training tmrw at 2pm.After that must do Sci project with Amanina n Aishah... I got lots of homework and I must totally brush up on my maths n sci. Goodbye to Sanchanaa. Even though I do not know you that well, I just wanna wish you all the best for your future. Hope to cya soon and take care(: And Happy holiday to everyone!